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Over the weekend i realised that i see my body image in a very very negative light! *faints* That is so gonna have to change... lol. I guess its been since i gave up smoking as i have put on a whole 6 pounds in weight in the last 3 or so months... yea its not alot but ive always been the same weight, [give or take a pound or so] apart from when i was pregnant! So 6lb makes a difference to me. :p
Didn't realise i saw myself this way till i was on the beach on the weekend and im seeing all these half naked 'large' people and im disgusted...not with them, nooo im disgusted with myself..the fact that they are happy with their body shapes, made me envious. This showed as hostile moaning... oh so not good!
How sad am i?? Especially as i should of being enjoying my partners company >__< ..maybe its the start of a mid life crisis LOL after all i am 31.......
other blabbage... hmm if you have a pair of shoes for 15 or so years and never step in summit nasty, does that mean if you get dog crap all over your new boots they are unlucky?? Bloody dirty dog owners! meh... *i so didn't see the big poopy* grrrrr
Question of the day... how much thinking will it take to make my head turn inside out?
Answer: you might find out tomorro!
Damm the piggys were cute awww...wanted to sneak one home but pud wouldnt let me...
Sausages :p
i got to hold the one in the middle... think there were 6 in total, but everyone of the adults wanted to hold them, so i couldnt catch them all on camera... hehe the kids were not allowed to hold them :D so soft and warm...and wriggly! *ahem* haha
Off on a tangent ...been a bit of a freaky week... or was it last week? hmm anyways.... dad nearly fell off the roof of the extension he is building *__*
lucky for him he has quick reflexes! i do believe he scared himself enough to get a few more grey hairs.
..... my thoughts have been with my friends and family alot last week. Like i said before alot of good/bad luck flying about.
is it sad that after waiting nearly 3 months i collected my boots today...not only did i get really excited before picking them up... im hyper happy excited now!! LMAO :) :)
Post ya a piccy sometime......
off to feed the piggies tomorro wooooooo....might wear my old boots for that Lol.
The wanderer returns :) Been reading on a train whoooo...was great to see my other half weekend before last.... better than great infact. hehe steady on i hear you say thats twice in the last 2 months! *faints* lol :p
Tell me where the time goes... anyways, things are grey and balanced at the mo with the meds, doc says i should stay on em for a few more months...id like to not but seeing as i took myself off em when i had post natal deppression i shall do as i am told this time :p
I really dont like the side effects tho... sleeping too much or not being able to sleep, being unbeliveably thirsty all the time, unable to complete a thought process or come up with a decent idea, my memory sucks even more than it did before, plus it doesnt stop any of my pmt symptoms :) lol
Anyways im not here to tell you about that :)
found this really cool site its about setting books free into the wild heehee... go look >>
Books just wanna be FREE! See what I mean at:
http://bookcrossing.com/friend/ickledink
i will be hunting some down soon and might even set one or two free... maybe you will find one? if u do let me know yea :)
